breakitdown.

night like this really spoiling the m.o.o.d.

why am i like this.

or

why r u.

cause you are.

indulgence.
memories,
keep forever.

when will you ever satisfy?

everyone wants more.


wants more money.
wants more food.
wants more love.
wants more this.
wants more that.


wants everything.

life is such a bitch.

especially ppl around is not being supportive.

Red Roses

so now Im here
without you im crushed cuz I got these roses
these red roses and god knows that
I'd have given them to you
But I cant get you off my mind

Lighters

This one's for you and me, living out our dreams
We are right where we should be
With my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
is a sky full of lighters
a sky full of lighters

jet lag.

I've been keepin busy all time
Just to try to keep you off my mind
Tryin to figure out the time zones makin me crazy
I miss you so bad
I wanna share your horizon
And see the same sunrising
Turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me

-

always the one you thought you can depend on,


is the one the disappoint you the most.

Beautiful Like You

If you could only just stop stop stop running
If you could only take a second to breathe it in
Everything that you know would be beautiful
Like you
You know they're never gonna stop stop stop your love
Let's pretend that the world is waking up
Everything that we see is beautiful
Like you

sarc.

who am i kidding.

i actually have nobody.

-

define family.

pretending.

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Deep down underneath it
Tear down all the walls
Will we ever have a happy ending
Or will we forever only be pretending;

who knew;

If someone said three years from now,
You'd be long gone,
I'd stand up and punch them out,
Cause they're all wrong and,
That last kiss,
I'll cherish,
Until we meet again,
And time makes,
It harder,
I wish I could remember,
But I keep,
Your memory,
You visit me in my sleep,
My darling,
Who knew;