begin.

s o m e t i m es

it sux.
and.
killing.
hows
everything been
blending
in.
without further notice.
stumble helplessly.
never know;
that am naive enough.
silly enough.
persuasive enough.
to justsimply
make myself believe.
in
'e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g.'

im. half. awake;

and only god knows .