them.

out of nothing. i suddenly miss my friends so much. my gang of friends back then in kk. my gang of friends since secondary school. being with them is happy enough. even a simple outing like having a drink in bread shop satisfy me. never get sick of their silly jokes. never get frustrate of their naughty act. never missed us out for every event. teasing us is their hobby. they are just the best one ive ever been with so far. i just love the way they are. so simple. so silly. so down-to-earth. so naughty. so crazy. they will never get out of idea fooling someone or doing some silly stuff. being with them is simple enough. laugh till my head off whenever im around them. the feeling is so true. we fooling around in the class. in the school. we went yam cha. went cinema for movies. went beaches. went supper. went high tea. gossips among girls. the memories are just priceless. now. everyone went their separate ways. everyone went different places. or some mayb even found their new good friends. new group of people. i understand this.

me too. i left. and went to this university that im attending now. i get to know new friends. i get to mix around with different gang of friends. i was lying on my bed. thinking about nothing but missing all the memories. the feeling is different. they are not the same. not the same from the group of friends im mixing now. not criticizing which one is better or worst. just that the feeling is different. i truly understand its impossible to have a same one. i know everyone is different. i never expect much. i know everyone should move on. its the stage of life. i know this. im not being emo.
just that.

i miss hanging out with them.

i miss the laughter.
i miss the fight.
i miss the happiness.