emoo moo.

waking up i see that everything is NOT ok.
woke up feeling so sad. worry. sadder. worrier saddest. worriest.

everything just feel so wrong.
miserable*
no one but just me.
friends back home are all in different places for e weekend.
facing the 4walls around me.
tests that coming my way in just days.
have to say 'no' to friend's invitation to go out.
holding my notes last night.
no idea what the notes are trying to tell me.
and im trying so hard to understand em.
but
still.
im lost.
lost in the electromagnetic field and waves.
someone can please save me..from the waves?

and..
what worst.
everything remind me of you.
every every single things.
couldn't believe you're away again.
couldn't believe you're not here by my side again.
couldn't believe you can make me.
miss you this much.
i miss everything. everything we did together.
every stupid jokes and fun we did together.
those moments are greatest.
how i wish.
youre here.with me.
never have to leave.
and be apart.
.
.
是想念.
心痛的感觉　有谁能了解?