scream.

i did bad.
all bad.
stuff that keep bothering me. keep haunting me.
sometimes
ive tried.
hard.
all i asked for is just that
one-min.
to getaway.
but they just couldn't stop.
mayb im pressuring myself too much.
or
mayb
i should be pressuring meself.
to move forward.
to get everything perfect.
finally. these days.
have some good sleep.
some good meals.
pulling myself away from all stuff.
at least. abit.
glad that im here.
sometimes me w a k i n g up.
hoping everything is just a..
dream.
a bad dream.

that i had.

so that..
i got a chance.
a second chance.
to
make up for my deficiency.

脱离现实。
也许好过一点。
：）