oneway.

all this while.
im controlling so hard.
secretly hiding em.
putting everything behind.
lock them up.
deep down.in my heart.
putting faiths
in
things.
hoping
everything would eventually turns better.
as time goes by.
i never stop telling myself..
that i can make it.
i believe.
a strong persuader of myself.
no matter how hard i try.
hard time goes and
good days come.
all these feeling.
ive been hiding behind my smile.
ve
never let anyone even realize em.
how hard. how lonely. how sick i am.
doing everything.
on my own.
but today.

icantstanditanymore.

tears.
burst.

mayb
PMS
been hitting me
too hard.

or.
probably.
thats just meself.