scream.

i did bad.
all bad.
stuff that keep bothering me. keep haunting me.
sometimes
ive tried.
hard.
all i asked for is just that
one-min.
to getaway.
but they just couldn't stop.
mayb im pressuring myself too much.
or
mayb
i should be pressuring meself.
to move forward.
to get everything perfect.
finally. these days.
have some good sleep.
some good meals.
pulling myself away from all stuff.
at least. abit.
glad that im here.
sometimes me w a k i n g up.
hoping everything is just a..
dream.
a bad dream.

that i had.

so that..
i got a chance.
a second chance.
to
make up for my deficiency.

脱离现实。
也许好过一点。
：）

blessme.

bad and tired day.
screwed in the waves.
ARrrRrRRRHmmm....mmm..hmm.
hmmm..
mm
mm
mm
m
m.
.
good night.
.
.

我可以拥有时光机吗？
任意门
也不赖。

up2you.

chze forwarded this to me few days back.
so funny and yet so true.
something that happen quite often
to

me and my bf :)haha. :)

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''sweet potato.''
happy three years one month
and still counting..

i miss you babey.

emoo moo.

waking up i see that everything is NOT ok.
woke up feeling so sad. worry. sadder. worrier saddest. worriest.

everything just feel so wrong.
miserable*
no one but just me.
friends back home are all in different places for e weekend.
facing the 4walls around me.
tests that coming my way in just days.
have to say 'no' to friend's invitation to go out.
holding my notes last night.
no idea what the notes are trying to tell me.
and im trying so hard to understand em.
but
still.
im lost.
lost in the electromagnetic field and waves.
someone can please save me..from the waves?

and..
what worst.
everything remind me of you.
every every single things.
couldn't believe you're away again.
couldn't believe you're not here by my side again.
couldn't believe you can make me.
miss you this much.
i miss everything. everything we did together.
every stupid jokes and fun we did together.
those moments are greatest.
how i wish.
youre here.with me.
never have to leave.
and be apart.
.
.
是想念.
心痛的感觉　有谁能了解?

痛.

sweet moment.
pause.
ask for more.
.
.
.

可以回到过去吗？

hello

dinner@ KLCC French Vietnamese Cruisine.
thats meatball rice.

LUB* big mirror.

us having lunch at sakae sushi.

went CAFF@Puchong for dinner. i definitely love love love CAFF. never get bore of it. go and try it for those who never go before!! i really love it. its a small italian restaurant that served pasta, pizza, small varieties of steaks.

pepperoni pizza.

Bolognese Spaghetti

my alltime fav.

Buttermilk with fried Calamari!

and the lovely couple.

me.the light bulb.

new year dinner.

these few days did not do anything much. life back to normal since he went back. daily routines continue like going to classes, home, eat, sleep, assignments and chit chat with housemates. many of my tests I coming up before the cny break. i have ONE later, another one next week and two tests on the week before the cny starts. *sigh.

oh. hey ya, i started to go jogging these few days.(dont laugh). having the need to lose weight desperately. T_T. you might think im too much, but i really do gained weight.(please believe me.) i never want to become SKINNY slim like paris hilton or nicole richie. but i just want to lose some weight and some fats before cny so that i can continue to eat alot during cny and when he comes again =)hahaha.

talking about the 1st day of new year. i have a great dinner with my friends.
the night where ring ring ring *hp rang. my friends asked me to take dinner together. after waiting for some time, they finally came to pick me up to dinner. =D=D=D

after some short discussion in car, we decided to go Puchong bandar puteri to hunt for food. *skip the crap* ....... finally we decided to try e korean bbq, DAORAE. the place is full. dunno isit because of new year or the place is also crowded on the usual days. we have to wait around 15mins for our turn.

finally is our turn!
quickly go in.
sat down.
looking tru the menu.
waAaaAaa. its very expensive.
after some LONG discussion.
we finally start ordering.

bbq plate.

my plate.

cutie kid next table.

and this one too. posing huh.

we ordered a seafood hot pot soup(RM70)

this is KIM CHI cold noodle(RM16).
very nice for those who loves to eat kim chi.
cause...
very
KIM CHI.
the noodle is cold. so thats why it called cold noodle.
if you dont like kim chi,
there are some other kind of noodles to choose too.

beef. i forgot which part but this is expensive.
3pieces of beef (RM 55).
and if you want to order bbq dishes like this,
you have to at least order 2 set of bbq dishes.

pork.(RM35)
just 2pieces like this.
$_$
it was quite pricey but the food there is nice.
if you never try before,
you can at least try once.=)

them* that acc me on my new year=D
thankyew.*