Monday, March 9, 2009

hope

*thunder storm*
sigh.
im back to hostel. to the boring cold lonely. to the reality.
after these three days of relaxations.
which means
series
+
good sleep
+
F-O-O-Ds.
and more foods.
.
.
never wanna come back here.
nothing to anticipate about.
nothing to look forward .
all the loaded works.
assignments
projects
tests.
Final Exams.
sigh sigh.
sien-nya.
is this what life is all about?
study-test-study-test.

SEE.
even BB,she is affected with my
'sien-ness.'

下过雨的街
沉伦的午夜
我在想 我在找
找方向

希望的曙光。
:)

Sunday, March 8, 2009

scream.

i did bad.
all bad.
stuff that keep bothering me. keep haunting me.
sometimes
ive tried.
hard.
all i asked for is just that
one-min.
to getaway.
but they just couldn't stop.
mayb im pressuring myself too much.
or
mayb
i should be pressuring meself.
to move forward.
to get everything perfect.
finally. these days.
have some good sleep.
some good meals.
pulling myself away from all stuff.
at least. abit.
glad that im here.
sometimes me w a k i n g up.
hoping everything is just a..
dream.
a bad dream.
that i had.

so that..
i got a chance.
a second chance.
to
make up for my deficiency.

脱离现实。
也许好过一点。
:)

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

blessme.

bad and tired day.
screwed in the waves.
ARrrRrRRRHmmm....mmm..hmm.
hmmm..
mm
mm
mm
m
m.
.
good night.
.
.

我可以拥有时光机吗?
任意门
也不赖。

Sunday, March 1, 2009

up2you.

chze forwarded this to me few days back.
so funny and yet so true.
something that happen quite often
to
me and my bf :)haha. :)

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''sweet potato.
''
happy three years one month
and still counting..

i miss you babey.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

emoo moo.

waking up i see that everything is NOT ok.
woke up feeling so sad. worry. sadder. worrier saddest. worriest.
everything just feel so wrong.
miserable*
no one but just me.
friends back home are all in different places for e weekend.
facing the 4walls around me.
tests that coming my way in just days.
have to say 'no' to friend's invitation to go out.
holding my notes last night.
no idea what the notes are trying to tell me.
and im trying so hard to understand em.
but
still.
im lost.
lost in the electromagnetic field and waves.
someone can please save me..from the waves?

and..
what worst.
everything remind me of you.
every every single things.
couldn't believe you're away again.
couldn't believe you're not here by my side again.
couldn't believe you can make me.
miss you this much.
i miss everything. everything we did together.
every stupid jokes and fun we did together.
those moments are greatest.
how i wish.
youre here.with me.
never have to leave.
and be apart.
.
.
是想念.
心痛的感觉 有谁能了解?

痛.


sweet moment.
pause.
ask for more.
.
.
.
可以回到过去吗?

Thursday, January 15, 2009

hello

dinner@ KLCC French Vietnamese Cruisine.
thats meatball rice.
LUB* big mirror.
us having lunch at sakae sushi.
went CAFF@Puchong for dinner. i definitely love love love CAFF. never get bore of it. go and try it for those who never go before!! i really love it. its a small italian restaurant that served pasta, pizza, small varieties of steaks.
pepperoni pizza.
Bolognese Spaghetti
my alltime fav.
Buttermilk with fried Calamari!
and the lovely couple.
me.the light bulb.